Nike boy

Just went to McD that located at Cheras Perdana for dinner
Suddenly discovered a very lovely objects that moving around
i was like........cute man!!!
laughed immediately...
look at this.....

** Nike



this is the true colors of it!!!


very cute right??
this child was somewhat bashful
kept saying :" Mami leh?? Mami leh?? "
and didn't want to give a damn on me
=[





really cant stand those bitches
alwaysexcitedly talking about have fun
and only things which related to play,they always discuss it with full of zest
=.=


*( I'm also the one among of then =p )

well
why to think so much?
when its time to have fun,don't lane yourself immersed in grief



next trip -- PD count-down! ^^

back from Taiwan

oops
have been a long time I'd blogged
yeah I'm back from Taiwan
hundreds of photos but lazy to post up
=[

tried my best to upload all in facebook
yet failed
didn't know what's the problem with it
sigh

went to F house for the whole day
at the end i got heard some scolding that i really hate to listen
who cares?
keep in on if you feel happy
i don't give a damn on it,anymore

><

really sad
cant be trusted

had seafood as my dinner tonight
F's father brought us to
^^
felt full but full of guiltiness too cause i mustn't ate that much
my stomach ain't in peace lately
T^T


the crabs

the lobsters

the sora ( yiak...)




somehow i miss about the days in Taiwan
><

exams are all over
yes I'm officially free now~!!

but

won't be at Malaysia coming this two weeks
guess what?



haha
I'm going to Taiwan !!
with someone special,whom i loved
^^
huggies ....♥



oh no
i have no idea why
drowsily took the stupid idiot exam
believe that i just asked for PASSES?
OM Buddha,must be crazy recently

but never mind
who cares so much?
as long as i can go for travel after the struggle
teehee~

oh ya
buddy don't jealous me ya~
^^

will be back on 28th
my blog has to wait for me to be back only can be updated
=]


can't wait anymoreeeeeeeee

anticipating~ ♥

again the crapy

Like a useless idiot
efforts to study at the end is always in vain
This hell of mess
I missed the results with the standard blue

Sorrow




The heart is divided into 10 copies of
3 copies of hearts focused on the examination
7 copies of hearts have gone with the wind moved to Taiwan

Heart, you're really so unrestrained
No way






There is the slightest anxiety
I know you will make it disappear
Then I wait for you

Hold tight grip like a hug


more than love....i need you like hell ><

crapy post

no words to describe this kind of feeling
more than pain
more than sad
more than suffering
more than agony

i know i can't, i should not do so
of course i know too knowing everything meaning am going to get hurts

i care about you

not guessing that how much you love me
but having doubt that what i have to let you love me this much?
i think isn't such worthy,is it?

not guessing that actually you're loving someone else
but having doubt that, am i so attractive? until you forget the one you so loved, before
i think am not such lovable,am i?

not guessing that your love is false
but having doubt that why...why is me? why you choose me?


am not the one and only one... i feel so
am not as special as you say
am not as adorable as you feel

not your fault
just... i felt so insecure after knowing all what i shouldn't know but at last i did know
i felt so...tiny...
i felt...like am just one among of them



your past had totally made me tasted how pain is pain







you should know
asking you to prove,there are some reason inside

i am so so so insecure....my dear

recently~~~~~

if you are one of my blog's follower
sorry for my lack updates =[
not lazy in fact
just sometimes wish to update with pics,but always can't get all of it
><"
heard some complains' sound
so i think is time for me to NEW NEW my blog T^T

Monday -- suddenly plan to have a steamboat dinner..
only you all can think bout this kinda stuff -.-
the 38ness of us~ LOL



forgotten the actual day of it,
merely remember i went around many places and i was extremely tired
**langat hill @ Gasoline




** Ikan Bakar @ Broga


** with Fish ^^


** @ Broga,the temple


Happy Birthday ,Wye Yin
i was kinda crazy, i knew
and so to you
my craziness is because of you,don't you know?
=]

p/s: have no idea why was i so abnormal,just felt very happy and had such idiot action in front of so many strangers~
I'm HAPPY,notice bout this...


happy being with you............^^"

my Sunday~

huhu~
changed my blog a new skin
looks fresh isn't it?
thanks ya Rachel~ ^^



at witchery Ider cafe just now
went there cause we really tooooooooo damn boring
and the two girls
ha- ha
going back to their college to continue the sucks life again tomorrow
today is the last day holiday??
LOL
enjoy this pretty Sunday ya~~
ha- ha

Fun Fun went back to Singapore in this morning
another term begins too
don't be sad,I'm here waiting you to back
he he
yesterday we had a nice steamboat farewell...^^
i always know you don't mind of my jokes on you
cause......you really are a JOKE
LOL

when everyone's holiday is going to end
my exam is just like at the next second
and i never did any preparation at all still
even assignments,I'm still unwilling to give a touch on it
just too lazy...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

photos we took at Ider cafe





sometimes i just feel very tired
i think is because I'd been tied too tight
suddenly feel like escaping
for sure i know how bad this attitude is
but i just very hate on standing on this area


if to say I'm bad
i admit it.

S.T.O.P

stop those quarrel, stop those dispute
showing your anger doesn't means that your are mature enough
making the trouble much more trouble
is this what you all wish to happen?

whatever is a problem,we SOLVE it but not CREATE or FURTHER it
i do know blog is quite a good way to unbosom yourself
BUT
did you think very rationally first before you blog?
did you think over first before you decide to pick the word?

feel what your words are expressing
only you will know how people feels
I'm not siding anyone cause i don't wish all this happen
if could,why not we just keep quiet and make the class silent like what we used to be?
if could,why not we just spread out all the problems and solve it very willingly?


almost the blogger are showing their temper
and
almost the blogger are sad too in fact

indeed
we must voice out
but not by this way all my dear
hurting isn't the way!!

clear up your mind
done your things well with silence
keep yourself aside with silence

being a trouble-maker really bad

i know is for our department's good
but
voices different couldn't make the things perfect

let's our voice showing no difference please
i love my class...

the MOON-CAKE festival

Happy Moon-cake Festival peeps~!!
^^"

Circumstances change with the passage of time
no more looking forward to this kinda joyous festival
not to say dull but do really feel uninteresting
everyone is too busy i guess?
they are so not in the mood
=[

but sometimes , things could arouse your memory
what actually you used to be when you were little?

my home my family
Festival means something to us
reunion?
should be the best time for us to stay really together
and share our life that seems so busy yet not in fact
its a holiday
why not just stay at our home sweet home and rest for the whole day?
should be like this
perhaps a meaningful festival is on this way going?
=]

pretty Saturday morning
dearest mum was struggling in the kitchen
Thanks a lot mummy...

reunion lunch ...

always use to blame my mum whenever she cooks
cause its TOO delicious !!
oh my...
sure will be gained on weight after this
T^T

lemonade ice blended
just try to imagine how tasty this can be
i ate two bowl of this -.-
F.A.T


Strawberry ice-cream...
clap for my genius mummy please~


first year doesn't have any Tanglungs and candles to pass
less moon cake ,less warmth
sigh..


fun fun
going back soon LOL
don't so emo lar weiiiiii
i'm here waiting you,missing you
LOL


its a bit early to you
its a bit late to 2 of you however
Happy Birthday to 3 of you
dear TYNG
dear FUN FUN
dear HUE
^^"


kinda full now...
ciaoz~~~


X.O.X.O

921

yesterday was a very special day
LOL
went here and there
and also i 'd experienced the changes of self sentiments
-.-
i wish my day left with merely JOY


went KLIA early in the morning
again,another friend is leaving...T^T
sent off my dear dancing buddy -- Sim Pei Lin
she have to go UK for her studies
okay,all the best to you
and....as SUM says
don't happen any attachment with those golden hair or blueish eye ya
ha-ha
so see you.....maybe during CNY? hope so ya
^^
good luck dear

reached home about 11++am
after that thought to take a nap
cell phone rang and woke me up from my date with Mr.Chou
-.-
the silliest one called
this phone call finally caused me appeared at GENTING
T^T
bank note flied away with the fog and cool air
my purse is there bleeding and yelling to me
money money~faster come back to me~~~ T^T

went Beach Cafe after the blow
being silly and i was really at mad
-.-



hey don't try to piss me off okay?
who you think you are?watch out you DOG mouth i say
don't think that i am easy bully type
i tolerate with you but doesn't mean that I'm friendly
once i show my temper,don't cry like last time how my sis treats you



sorry darling I'd made you sad

i miss you...badly

Random again

have been a long time I'd blogged
was kinda BUSY
and a little.... wordless



went KLIA this morning before class
brother was going back to Japan
i was somewhat unwilling to part with him
felt closer
yet time is the main problem for us
dear bro, take good care
^^


okay now
had been locked in a seesaw struggle
understanding how breathless feel
dear you made me felt so lost
do you know, any little?


still very full~
ate too much just now
LOL
guess what? i went Sushi King with my lovely college friends
enjoyed the atmosphere staying with you all
^^

Josephine and I

Militarily exploits of 5 girls -.-

most silly one - Fatihah ^^


oh ya~
attended a singing competition last Saturday
i was the dancer of two participants
but
well,maybe I'm still not that pro enough
forgot steps,being silly on stage
OMG
a bit scared of standing on stage now -.-


spot on the stranger , i don't know him ==

my partner, Wendy~ ^^




i don't care what my feeling is yelling
am walking toward you,step by step
don't you feel?
something stops me anyhow
your pause? your unknown?
your struggle....
stops me from going and pulls me from leaving
i couldn't understand you,you are escaping...
and i feel just like a fool ...
can you speak to me? clearly?
or just let me go...
kinda pain...

Fish and I ... love this pic for no reason ^^

27/8 <007 evolution>

_27/8 , 8 p.m_
_B 500 , New Era College_
_007 EVOLUTION_


1st show had successfully been performed
amazing was the comment i would like to give
just a little bit of sad
i couldn't stand on the stage with all the dancers
to dance to show to enjoy the claps

it was my 1st time for being a backstage committee
if to say wasted ( someone said so )
why not to say is a golden chance for me to learn more?
I'd really get learn a lot
I'm not an expert in lightning
thank you for giving me such an opportunity for touching it
THANKS , sincerely


tonight
another good night for all of you
my clap for you all
do the best that better than the last night best
dance for my part too!!

good show for last night
and
"GOODEST" show for tonight!!!


LnG Dance Club
YOU DESERVE THE CLAPS!!!!!!

^^

with love,
Juin Juin.

flower__heart

suddenly love my house so much
flowers brighten up the view a lot
and my heart do charm full than the previous time


despite you are still standing in the initial
and not willing to walk toward me? perhaps...
at least you make me feel so
kinda sad but i can just keep it in heart

if one day,you tasted my tears
i would left you there and walked away
because
i don't wish to let you get hurt from my pieces heart...



they look pretty nice, don't they?
=]






Fun Fun i tell you why i less blogging recently
because ~~
i wanna test how much you give your concern to me~
^^"

videos~

there are only three words for me to say
i adore you....

i don't care what's wrong what's right
i don't care what is so-called heartache

i saw how the sun shines while I'm being with you...



*************************************************

watch the video if you are free~~

my crap

i found no words to describe myself now
and also my feelings

maybe the situation now is very fine
yet i don't wish to stay long
maybe the gaps are exist actually
yet i don't wish to care anything


i can keep everything as usual
but except my heart
okay i know am stupid enough but it is fine
i still can stand with myself


but i will not stop myself for going toward you
deeper and deeper



ignore all my craps please.

moody

can't find a place
for me to scream for me to cry
out loud

i can't stand anymore...

mistake i'd made
in front of the hundred
how to be forgive?
no one knows,and couldn't understand
just leave me alone



not in the mood lately
wordless to blog

007 Evolution

here i would like to make an appointment with you...
don't ask and just give me your time on 27th & 28th, August
not the whole day but only the night time,7:30 pm
not too far to the destination but just at NEW ERA COLLEGE,KAJANG

why are you still considering?!
if you are being full of curiosity, just turn up and check it out!


**** if you are one of my friend,attend this to support me please........ ^^

random~

>.<
I'm sick!!
so sad.......
I've realized something...
i always fall ill whenever the school opens or term begins
-.-
suffering..... T^T

and!!!
the Mahjung worms are biting me
why no KAKI can keep me company to play Mahjung??
T^T...very sad~

haiz~
cut the Blames,here something new~
i have my hair cut today~ ^^
but went alone to GC
kinda bored...........
p/s: love my new hair style ^^

brother gonna back from Japan!!
yes is tomorrow!!
but....have to celebrate SOMEONE's birthday~
oh ya!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Miss Goh Fei Ling!!!!
love you very much ~~~ ^^
so, very conveniently wish Mr. LALA Lai Jian Hao HAPPY BIRTHDAY also lar...
TEE-HEE!!

just recalled something...
am suppose to go college in the evening
told CM that i will be going to see those dancers do their practice
but ended up....i've forgotten this~~>"<
and now chit-chatting with one of my classmate
more and more homework she tells only i realized that is needed to be done
-.-
huhu...i have a poor memory~
forgetful Juin Juin!!

now
suppose to do my works...
ciaoz~!

pain

its a hard task for me to hold back my tears
and its impossible for me to stop my heart from bleeding
see how you brought to me the pain
and you're my close skin,aren't you?

i am somewhat painfully sad
do you know?
did you hear?
i screamed......
i love all of you
but...

< 007 Evolution >

take note if you are one of the New Era College's student


007 Evolution
Proudly present by New Era College's LNG Dance Club
date : 26th & 27th Aug 2009
venue : New Era College B500 hall


come support support lar weeeiiii~~
^^

Read This!! Read This!!

生氣吧，馬來西亞人！
轉載歐陽文風牧師的文章，《華人笨蛋！》。
我已經很久沒有這麼生氣了。

早上在紐約讀到趙明福死的新聞，還有反貪污委員會的反應，加上政府高官如納茲裡的言論，我對我的國家徹底失望！

接下來，再在〈獨立新聞在線〉讀到陳文華揭露如何被反貪委員會盤問，調查官員極盡恐嚇威脅之能事；如此對待一名市議員，甚至比犯人也不如，這個國家是極權的共產主義國度嗎？

更糟糕的竟然還是調查官員不允許陳文華坐著「協助調查」（這是好聽說詞，哪有人如此對待協助者），還指著他的眉心，開口大罵他「CINA BODOH!」。

一 名市議員被調查官員以如此種族主義的字眼謾罵，如果這個官員不被對付，你以為這個國家可能對一般華人平民有多好？基宮案無聲無息，反貪委員卻忙著調查歐陽 捍華、劉永山、郭素沁、黃潔冰、楊巧雙、謝永賢、李寶霖，對了，還有趙明福。這些人不是不能調查，但更明目張膽的基宮案到底是怎麼一回事？一名牙醫到底有 甚麼本事興建壯觀如皇宮般的住家，一扇門就可以等於一幢單層排屋的價格，錢從哪裡來？明顯的問題不查，卻敲鑼打豉查幾個年輕的民聯議員，這是甚麼意思？

反貪污委員會到底是反民聯，還是反貪污？
更甚的是，竟然罵陳文華「華人笨蛋」？！反貪委員會這是一個怎麼病態的組織？！不過，或許他罵得對，或許華人真的是笨蛋！否則，怎麼可能默默忍受這種侮辱？

華人真的可能是笨蛋，明知貪官那麼多，明知馬華民政當家不當權，還有華人支持馬華民政，還有華人投票支持國陣。

華人真的很有可能是笨蛋，種族主主義橫行，馬華民政到底做了甚麼？有官員罵華人市議員是笨蛋，馬華民政的聲音在哪裡？可我們的華社會還有人笨到以為馬華民政是我們的希望。這種華人不夠笨嗎？

華人真的非常有可能是笨蛋，安華當年的黑眼圈，馬哈迪說他是自己打自己，真的有人相信，一大把一大把的選票就這樣給了當年的馬哈迪和國陣，根本不理馬哈迪是怎麼以種種惡法治國。許多華裔優秀學生進不了大學，拿不到外國深造獎學金，馬來人卻沒有這種問題。這是種族主義，還不夠明顯嗎？笨蛋！

可是面對種種不公平的政策，動不動國陣還有人拿出513來嚇選民，可還有華人還是支持國陣，這些華人不是笨蛋又是甚麼？

華人是笨蛋？！

真的，我越來越懷疑馬來西亞有許許多多的華人是笨蛋。懦弱、無知、貪生怕死、欺善怕惡、別人施捨一點甜頭，就暈頭轉向，只想賺錢，只想發財，有奶就是娘，這種人不是蠢才笨蛋又是甚麼？

醒醒吧！如果這時候還不醒，還不辨是非，還不反抗，真是徹頭徹尾的經典超級大笨蛋！

p/s: copy and paste only~~~( from an e-mail )

meeting storm -.-

just to wish
next meeting wouldn't be so terrifying
*SPEECHLESS*
a sorry doesn't really cure, but a sincere sorry does patch up both broken heart
do think rationally whenever before you begin to make your speech


second term is going to begin
feel like not going to college
-.-

result...

if to say I'm easily satisfied to everything
yes,i am
as long as thing doesn't happen bad, I'm glad
as long as ending doesn't pricking, I'm gratify
at the moment i stare at my result
enough for everything, my thought
all pass and the worst is a B
what still I'm asking for??

but when everything is happen to be compared
I begin to hate myself
I could be much better
yet why still i let people to surpass myself?

am suppose to set my target higher,but not only a PASS
am suppose to aim for 3.70 or above,but not only over 2.00

i knew i can't be compared
yet still curious to get know of others
finally, felt myself so useless here
I'm the one to blame
Juin Juin , you deserve it
do yourself an introspection!!!!!

--->3.48....you broke my heart.... T^T

crapy post 2

Suddenly,
I don't like my blog Full of photos
annoying

anyhow, i can't delete
i don't wanna delete
just like those memories
i couldn't found my "DELETE" key
deeply engraved on my fragile heart

weird to have this kinda feeling towards you
you look so charm lately
feel like kissing you...
^^

crapy

it had been a long time I felt this pain
I couldn't lay down my rigid
like I refused to look up the miserable moon

you abandoned me, for him
for a person whom not yet your love
for a person whom changed you a lot
pushed me to another, stated those words in your mind that really hurt me
and continued to ignore existence of mine

never even a tears I've dropped
because the disappointment you gave had congealed all
like your heart incessantly playing up to him
the hot you gave to him, the cold i kept
should i be happy of my unconcerned?
or should i sad of my over concerned?

its all over
past is the past
and I must learn how not to care everything
or
learn to be selfish as you all been

Kuantan day 3

continue to the third day in Kuantan
( oh no...so long post...T^T)
14th July
i cant forget this day
why?

we slept at 11++ pm last night before
and..........
woke up at 3:30 am in the next day...LOL
why so early?
haha
we went to the famous mountain in Kuantan-- mountain Lembing(林明山）
for the purpose of to see the beautiful sunrise....
3:30am awoke
4:00am set out
5:00am reached Lembing
6:00am reached hilltop

at the end...we couldn't see the sunrise...T^T
we didn't know why...so don't ask us please~

pictures~.....





Muzeum........





there is a waterfall nearby Lembing
finish visiting the Muzeum,we went there...
quite a nice place~^^









I tell you who is him...Is Lee Kok Chiat!!! LOL



dinner dinner~~

@ East Coast Mall

Sole massage


night park...@@






before going to bed

Elin told me we slept at 4:30pm that night
i got shock to heard this
haha
cause the whole night,starts from 12:30pm
we played LAMI...NON-STOP
^^