tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71667938880949557802024-03-14T07:36:12.730+08:00.:: † Juin Juin ◦ CعLiиε † ::.【† Beautiful LIFE starts with those Beautiful LIES †】【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.comBlogger129125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-80547300729363282422012-12-27T14:19:00.002+08:002012-12-27T14:23:04.495+08:00【一种坚持 一种信仰】<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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【一种坚持 一种信仰】</div>
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原来只不过是个无意的玩笑</div>
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却成了每一个人口中坚持的理由</div>
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才发现</div>
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有心的人多的是</div>
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愿意付出的</div>
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永远数得清</div>
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坚持了九年</div>
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换来了灿烂的青春</div>
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却也得到了一次又一次 - 期待、失望、心碎、再坚持 - </div>
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那一种无奈的奋战</div>
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是什么让信念维持了九年?</div>
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是相聚</div>
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是相处</div>
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是相爱</div>
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是那看起来牢不可破却脆弱得让人始终心力交瘁的情谊</div>
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我的还在</div>
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你的呢?</div>
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你们的呢...?</div>
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过往的回忆</div>
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是否就那么容易被时间侵蚀</div>
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那为什么时间冲淡了这些我们死死抓牢的回忆</div>
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却带不走那些不满、猜疑、怨恨、嫉妒………………</div>
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好庆幸还是听到了那一句<br />
“很后悔没有进去一起玩”<br />
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好开心还是听到了那一句<br />
“不管多远的距离,你心系缘牵!真的感动”<br />
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心底的那一份激动<br />
大家都在燃烧着<br />
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它从零开始了<br />
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但<br />
它给予大家的感动依然是满分的<br />
它给予大家的感觉仍然是个大家庭<br />
它给予大家的感触依旧是坚贞不移的情谊<br />
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它给予你我他的<br />
是一种坚持<br />
是一种信仰<br />
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它,从零开始了<br />
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你还回来吗? <br />
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回来吧。【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-68063912509789386372012-06-18T01:17:00.003+08:002012-06-18T01:17:30.174+08:00走人生<br />
只有时光这一条路是往前走的<br />
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仿佛害怕从此以后再不能相聚一样<br />
自然地安排在离开前的生活<br />
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这是兴奋的<br />
这是痛苦的<br />
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短暂的离开是必然的<br />
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只是离开以后<br />
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一支重重的锤子不断敲着心脏<br />
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一条重重的链子不断扯着脚踝<br />
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一双无形的手慢慢在碾碎我的希望<br />
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会来的<br />
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感觉是不是更深一点?【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-68566599263028377662012-06-11T13:13:00.000+08:002012-06-11T13:13:09.273+08:00战。<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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那一定是制造了永远也不可能回去的回忆<br />
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同样的事情<br />
却以不同样的形式去进行<br />
一幕又一幕的矛盾<br />
一阵又一阵的心痛<br />
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总是无法阻止<br />
出现在脑海的过去<br />
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那是我们都回不去的从前?<br />
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不敢对谁太好<br />
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因为好了就会变成坏<br />
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感情线就像股票<br />
唯一不同的<br />
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直线掉入了谷底后<br />
再上升的可能,很小<br />
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心战。【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-68000264300831263872012-04-23T00:34:00.001+08:002012-04-23T00:35:10.725+08:00VS。<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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照片拍出来的角度 vs 别人眼中的“真人”<br />
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当然不一样<br />
因为相机、手机不是人<br />
虽然是死物<br />
却懂得从各个角度观看事情<br />
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人<br />
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事情看起来<br />
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时而丑陋<br />
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*不一样的角度,不一样的感官。<br />
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<br />【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-91484265993036924762012-04-17T15:29:00.002+08:002012-04-17T15:38:21.577+08:00变。<span ><span style="font-size: 100%;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWHuDTqCv00lFxYwOmKiOxorYf_hxn0b2scBg4czfsUlZMAnQ_W_WDcJvS9Lt7Mxh1x7NO3hW-YuSHlJfaIjj7WyVWnJ_355QDvrv6Cf8eioB218fQ-tBl760KkmY_ESLhWHJ3GcbGwdc/s1600/2.jpg"></a></span></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWHuDTqCv00lFxYwOmKiOxorYf_hxn0b2scBg4czfsUlZMAnQ_W_WDcJvS9Lt7Mxh1x7NO3hW-YuSHlJfaIjj7WyVWnJ_355QDvrv6Cf8eioB218fQ-tBl760KkmY_ESLhWHJ3GcbGwdc/s1600/2.jpg" style="font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-size: 16px; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjNdRgTINAYxvwEj8IDOOaN8m8belckZQdXY3tC0QqNJMisYsSei90wnD5L56HYZ2QQ9Du4f9rQSGRxAgPq8iSqwSy9VaBixmiRqsIVS-X2Wye8Fy6DfRgHEzTjXdZTcEBXgmp4lGg4hSQ/s400/1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5732268584588576498" style="display: block; 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font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">从前说好投身医生律师行业的</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">这回真的变了</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">媒体界也许才是我发挥的地方</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; 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font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">是自己变得慵懒了</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; ">计划永远赶不上变化。</div><div style="text-align: left;font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span ><br /></span></div></div></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-80233757932855732852011-10-24T00:47:00.006+08:002011-10-24T01:27:48.653+08:00傷痕累累<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEio1AOsWSeDmYZ_MN35PCHWx7v_Ekmz0fC_vWHy3OTVPs7y7ZVEstP6podkELRA1-WWISB4b8lQau1wZLm3rzjETJaL0r1QUWQYTkZyJV7cNu3d982fhiRzZKfn9xfS65H-2ZpGBWVxDRU/s1600/COA.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 209px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEio1AOsWSeDmYZ_MN35PCHWx7v_Ekmz0fC_vWHy3OTVPs7y7ZVEstP6podkELRA1-WWISB4b8lQau1wZLm3rzjETJaL0r1QUWQYTkZyJV7cNu3d982fhiRzZKfn9xfS65H-2ZpGBWVxDRU/s400/COA.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5666740557481943410" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><u><br /></u></span></div><br />若語出驚人的意思<div>是一句剛說出口的話可以嚇死人</div><div>那被自己的話嚇著的</div><div>大概就是那句</div><div><br /></div><div>“自己是充滿著挫折的”</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>話剛落</div><div>一陣不愛壞好意的笑聲</div><div>一陣沒有同情的笑聲</div><div>一陣讓自己當頭棒喝的笑聲</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>原來自己多麼不堪一擊</div><div>走了那麼久 那麼遠</div><div><br /></div><div>也沒發現自己</div><div>已經遍體鱗傷</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>也許現在的自己非常不快樂</div><div>也許功力比預期中的差</div><div><br /></div><div>也許笑不出來的理由是個秘密</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>但是原來疼愛自己是這麼困難</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我已經是充滿挫折了</div><div>爲什麽要到別人大聲地笑了</div><div>我才發現?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我已經是失敗的例子了</div><div>爲什麽要到別人諷刺地嘲笑</div><div>我才不甘心?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>心中激起一陣漣漪</div><div><br /></div><div>是當年被埋下的衝動。</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-35486591487997747892011-10-17T11:16:00.002+08:002011-10-17T11:24:35.244+08:00忙里偷闲<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCflKu_JzDjUnL7MYo7gUYQ1dBUJUq8HiHPS8wP17ut0yNTdM1OHZmvYmK4i1VCIkclSNTkdqFE0Sc3BgPtsh1QQcaW2dp1KL82csW0ASySV7x9dn3c7HhtEXpK2XVGEsavIstqnzlDsk/s1600/1318821156.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCflKu_JzDjUnL7MYo7gUYQ1dBUJUq8HiHPS8wP17ut0yNTdM1OHZmvYmK4i1VCIkclSNTkdqFE0Sc3BgPtsh1QQcaW2dp1KL82csW0ASySV7x9dn3c7HhtEXpK2XVGEsavIstqnzlDsk/s320/1318821156.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5664294989175446210" /></a><br /><div>忙里偷闲</div><div>从心中丢出些什么</div><div>让海风吹散</div><div>让海水冲走</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>疲惫与压力</div><div>是自己给自己的</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>若是自己的转变</div><div>也许还可以再转个45°</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>至少不是一个让自己迷失</div><div>再也不认识自己的人</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>**********</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>心魔潜伏着</div><div>一丝丝不甘 不愿就这样被覆盖着</div><div><br /></div><div>危险</div><div>但如何消除?</div><div>也许永不会</div><div>也许要到心甘情愿的报复后</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>若每一段情都得添上一个背叛</div><div>这个背叛苦得太没有滋味儿了</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>原来我倦得没时间体会生活的甜酸苦辣。</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-68182896979227722332011-10-12T01:06:00.002+08:002011-10-12T01:15:01.279+08:00lost.again離開文字的世界多久了<div><br /></div><div><br /><div>與文字的關係</div><div>和與朋友的距離一樣遙遠</div></div><div><br /></div><div>總是有一種</div><div>好想觸碰</div><div>卻又擔心搞砸的心情</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>常常這樣告訴自己:</div><div>朋友忽略你</div><div>是你有問題</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>不主動</div><div>會讓人非常好意思地冷落、拋棄你</div><div><br /></div><div>主動</div><div>也只是讓人為難地要應酬你</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>如果“你很忙”</div><div>是朋友不找,自己一班人去玩樂的藉口</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>不該躲起來哭泣</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>或許應該學會放棄。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>*******</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>有些問題</div><div>越是在意</div><div>越是浮現</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>找不到突破自己的缺口</div><div>漸漸迷失在自己的迷宮</div><div><br /></div><div>我明白握緊的手會讓我疼痛</div><div>但放鬆卻還有傷痕在留</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>若沉澱仍然無法救贖自己</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>該找另一個世界的生活。</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-91994799303020976512011-09-01T01:45:00.002+08:002011-09-01T01:51:46.750+08:00鴕鳥病 <div>不是假裝它不在</div><div>它就真的會消失</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>而如果非得說傷害人心的話</div><div>
<br /></div><div>隨後更要表現得像個沒殺過人的殺人犯一樣</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>很痛</div><div>也很滾</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>**</div><div>假設說</div><div>一段愛情的轉變</div><div>破裂與親人之間的反差</div><div>
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<br /></div><div>我無法忍受一些挑戰我耐心的任性。</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-70670122722321703932011-06-13T01:20:00.004+08:002011-06-13T01:46:09.128+08:00Idiot.the second time<div>you did the stupid action to confess that you're really an idiot</div><div>AGAIN</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>don't think people really care you that much </div><div>although we know you wish to get everyone's attraction</div><div>not in this way dude</div><div>too low and it's CHEAP</div><div><br /></div><div>why?</div><div>you love to put yourself in those position which people actually mentioning another one</div><div>come with lotsa “very wronged" craps to emphasize that you're definitely an idiot</div><div><br /></div><div>if you knew you were probably not the one been mentioned</div><div>then PLEASE,don't give any response cause it's fucking NOTHING to do with you !</div><div><br /></div><div> *****</div><div><br /></div><div>我們知道這世界上存在著很多人</div><div>只是沒想到同種人也很多。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>相隔這麼遠,我也可以感覺到你的臉皮。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>***********</div><div><br /></div><div>原來套在別人身上也起了這麼大的作用</div><div><br /></div><div>心虛惹的禍。</div><div><br /></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-50474559549211542102011-05-03T00:19:00.002+08:002011-05-03T00:31:37.833+08:00nag nag 2another 2 weeks war have to begin <div>how long still i can stand it?</div><div><br /></div><div>i have to , i have to stand very still</div><div>this is the best time to train up myself</div><div>although i would have accidentally offended anyone of them </div><div><br /></div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>just to say :</div><div>if you wanna die , don't encumber the whole team </div><div>do want you should have be done </div><div>do the best but not only the good</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>*****</div><div><br /></div><div>topic 2 </div><div><br /></div><div>i'd carried out an experiment few days ago </div><div>i got a conclusion :</div><div><br /></div><div>sometimes i just need to play some tricks , i will get whatever i want from someone</div><div><br /></div><div>oh ya, the someone can be no one, nobody, or even thought an extremely super duper action person.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>nice to play with this kind of games. =) </div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-62941151036323077232011-05-01T00:52:00.002+08:002011-05-01T01:25:59.675+08:00nag~There is something very important had missing<div>i've tried so hard to figure it out what exactly it is but ends up i got a question mark too</div><div>i asked myself whether can give up in finding the missing stuff</div><div>someone is answering : NO</div><div><br /></div><div>oh ya</div><div>i've lost someone, there is.</div><div>myself</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>*******</div><div><br /></div><div>回到了現實生活</div><div>殘酷總是喜歡逼人去接受它</div><div><br /></div><div>被殘酷強姦的後果就是不能難過</div><div>因為是自己讓現實變得殘酷的</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>即使再怎麼忙碌</div><div>也不會是爲了私欲而麻煩了生活</div><div><br /></div><div>但是我越躲麻煩,麻煩越是找上我</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>還是安靜吧。</div><div>哦不!不能安靜!</div><div>因為我有一張能夠說話的嘴</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>還是逃離吧。</div><div>哦不!不能逃離!</div><div>因為我有一雙走向未來的腿</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>還是眼不見為淨吧。</div><div>哦不!不能無視!</div><div>因為我有一對看得透徹的眼睛</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>還是捂住耳朵吧。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>還是不要廢話吧。</div><div>這是人生經曆的途徑地</div><div>要是放棄</div><div>肯定連敵人也不如。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>******</div><div><br /></div><div>oh no.</div><div>realized that i've lost my writing pen too</div><div> </div><div><br /></div><div>really have to blog more to improve my language</div><div>teruk sangat.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我很高興你的日子過得這麼酸,因為你不懂什麽是愛。</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-41671489397912431332011-03-22T01:29:00.002+08:002011-03-22T01:36:38.955+08:00R.I.P.我们哭着到这个世界<div><br /></div><div>离开的时候</div><div>也是别人流着眼泪送上最后一程</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>只是</div><div>为什么</div><div>要选择让别人提早掉下这些痛苦的泪?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>_______</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>印象不多</div><div>却是那么靠近 </div><div>那么深刻</div><div><br /></div><div>有种心痛的感觉</div><div>有种不舍的感觉</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>亦有种明白的感觉</div><div>这是一种解脱</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>只是太突然</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>那一些还没说出口的话</div><div>永远再也没有机会听见</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>祝福</div><div>怀念。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>舅舅,安息。</div><div>=')</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-70437580632488248002011-02-10T20:00:00.002+08:002011-02-11T02:26:23.423+08:00CNY正值農曆新年<div><br /></div><div>怎麼新年的氣氛越來越淡</div><div>怎麼新年的情景越來越不一樣</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>自懂事以來</div><div>每一年的新年都是姐姐與我幫著媽媽的忙</div><div>遲睡早起 不定時吃東西的生活</div><div>越接近新年 我越愛</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>越是新年 越是忙碌</div><div>越是忙碌 越愛新年</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>過年之前的忙忙碌碌</div><div>意味著提醒著</div><div>春意漸漸濃</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>這是我的新年</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-78869853228653685742010-12-09T09:43:00.002+08:002010-12-09T09:54:42.436+08:00mood~hmmmm<div>bipolar mood</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>going in to the training camp later</div><div>i feel happy for can making new friends , meeting 988 DJs , and can learn something really useful to my studies or even future career</div><div><br /></div><div>yet i feel sad too</div><div>for cant enjoy my time with family and friends , cant rest whenever i want , and i cant give my sweetheart accompany and i know she miss me</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>3 days </div><div>i know it wouldn't be easy </div><div>i know something big is waiting for me</div><div>and i can just wait here for dying </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>its okay </div><div>i know things big it also wouldn't can be bigger than my Monday's date</div><div><br /></div><div>a date with the MINISTRY?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>yea</div><div>i will be performing in front of the ministry </div><div>the first show </div><div>dancing in front of him </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>@@</div><div><br /></div><div>its kinda stressful</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>and this is LIFE.</div><div><br /></div><div>haiz.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>ciao~</div><div><br /></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-5690741801598528272010-12-04T17:29:00.002+08:002010-12-04T17:33:01.369+08:00misstime flies<div>brings away those tears</div><div>fade out those memories</div><div><br /></div><div>i am leave with sadness</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i do care bout something</div><div>something that actually i can't be too care </div><div>i will lose</div><div>i will miss</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i love</div><div>thats why i care</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>step by step </div><div>i'd lost my own direction </div><div><br /></div><div>where are the destiny?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>just a joke .</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-45309185110415763472010-11-19T06:41:00.002+08:002010-11-19T06:53:17.628+08:00morning~6:40 in the morning<br />facing all the shit notes but cant be read in to my mind<br /><br /><br />for more than 1 week i said i wanna study it<br />for more than 1 week i'd been playing around without touching it<br /><br />and this is the reason which is why am still facing my computer in this freaking early time<br />i wish to fall asleep<br />but i don't wish to retake this stupid subject <br />no choice and i have to study no matter how unwilling am i <br /><br /><br />this is call LIFE<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />we are always left with no choice<br />we are always wish to get another thing but first we have to sacrifice it<br />we are always been constrained to do things unwillingly <br />and <br />we are always have no chance to say NO <br /><br /><br /><br />who the hell in this world is fu*king free and unfettered?<br />who the hell in this world is fu*king free from all anxieties?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />let it be<br />everything will be fine<br />take a break and ready to move on <br />all we needed is just a fresh big breathe <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />okay should go back to study now. <br />morning peeps =)【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-58456783946828940142010-11-14T22:05:00.002+08:002010-11-14T22:18:28.212+08:00exams.study week past so quietly<br />without any sense of mine<br />and for sure i didn't touch any of my study notes<br /><br />exam week <br />1 down and 5 more to go <br /><br />yet my heart is still not in the exam mood<br /><br /><br />i am waiting for my one week holiday <br />i am waiting for my new short semester<br />i am waiting for the new year <br />i am waiting for my 21st birthday<br />i am waiting for the end of the short semester<br />and<br />i am anticipating for the Chinese New Year<br /><br /><br />things i am looking after are all happiness<br />seems like i am not happy enough recently?<br /><br /><br />i hate examinations<br />i hate getting stress<br /><br />i hate my loved one gets hurt<br />i hate i could do nothing <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i hate watching the tears from dropping but mine have to be hold<br />i hate seeing the bloods from bleeding but i have to stand very still<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />if you know how does heartache feels like<br />you wouldn't do so <br /><br />don't even say love<br />because you ain't the one.【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-47293435699922152152010-11-09T00:57:00.003+08:002010-11-09T01:14:36.028+08:00the MaskDo not take things for granted<br />this is what i learnt from my ex-college<br /><br /><br />i was just a 18 year old secondary school graduated girl<br />but i knew how meaningful this sentence is<br />i got the message inside<br /><br />but seems like no much people knowing the true meaning?<br />they do things for granted,take things for granted<br /><br />everybody is wrong,the only correct one,is you<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />other's pain you feel nothing<br />because you made it<br />other's feel you feel rubbish<br />because you did it<br /><br /><br /><br />how pretty how beautiful<br />no one will doubt on you<br /><br /><br />you wear thousand of masks on your face and act so naturally<br />should clap for you,for your brilliant action<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />no one is worthless if you do know how to APPRECIATE<br /><br /><br />the same thing<br />you do not know how to appreciate<br />that's why everyone is worthless to you<br />and you are nothing to everyone too.【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-89884528541780515572010-10-24T01:44:00.002+08:002010-10-24T10:23:18.448+08:00night.就让我的眼泪一直掉<br />反正在遥远的你 看不到<br /><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" >是誰說 不會讓我掉眼淚</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" >謊言</span><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br />you should know why.</div><div><br /></div><div>fuck off</div><div>you said.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >it is okay.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" >never mind for your heart breaking action.</span></span></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-43472548822514218282010-10-11T18:24:00.004+08:002010-10-11T18:40:27.529+08:00emo...?sometimes<div>i couldn't face the hard feeling of myself</div><div>i smile so hard but actually i was emo-ing</div><div><br /></div><div>these led to a dim view of my recent life</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i just have to admit that i am not happy at all</div><div>i know there is something between but i choose to keep myself in silence</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>things all happened</div><div>and then ended up with a freak fake smile</div><div><br /></div><div>seriously look down on myself.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>...</div><div><br /></div><div>finals around</div><div>stress begin to arise</div><div><br /></div><div>i know i couldn't control my bad temper again</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>never mind, there are always corners with changes awaiting me.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>hope so.=)</div><div><br /></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-72801336799033846432010-10-08T17:31:00.004+08:002010-10-08T17:41:30.284+08:00boomI'd tried so hard to hold<div>i told myself you're busying with something else so cant pick up my phone call</div><div>i told myself nothing to be mad</div><div><br /></div><div>almost success to not blaming but concerning </div><div>but ends up BOOM</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>if, you are not going to follow me out</div><div>if, we are not waiting to hang out</div><div>if, i can only find you when there is something </div><div><br /></div><div>what's up doesn't brings any meaning </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>but your what's up really makes me feel a bit hurt</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>no worries. just a little bit.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>temper.haha. =')</div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-43535194185339943432010-09-15T01:42:00.001+08:002010-09-15T01:45:17.532+08:00...=')心痛到呼吸难过<br /><br />就是这种痛。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />=')<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i tell myself<br />i am pretty fine.<br /><br />as i am already used to the freak heartache.【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-6269069072114819502010-09-12T02:50:00.005+08:002010-09-12T02:56:43.343+08:00coldsometimes life could just easily hit you down<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i keep my smiles , i don't like to show my tears</div><div>it just shows how fragile my heart is</div><div>and yes</div><div>my heart is freaking fucking fragile </div><div>so don't try to break it</div><div>or else it would cut you</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>breathless</div><div>this night let me feel so darn cold</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss the hugs</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>like how she misses you</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7166793888094955780.post-74174588853305407412010-09-02T10:24:00.002+08:002010-09-02T10:33:31.084+08:00achei am not the good child you asking for<br /><br />so<br />u asked me to leave,without any emotion on your face<br /><br /><br />you never try to understand my life<br />you even want me to be how the lazy people do<br />staying at home do NOTHING?<br /><br />don't even screw me up saying me do not play my role properly<br />i am a student of course i know<br />i do study well<br />at least not wasting your money to retake or resit or whatever shits<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i tried so hard to balance all those shity stuff but ends up failed<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i tried so hard from preventing my tears to drop off and yet i'd FAILED too<br /><br /><br />im hurt as well<br />but who cares?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />no one bother me.<br />you said this to me【✖_CعLiиε_✖】http://www.blogger.com/profile/11568132173569728899noreply@blogger.com0