Start....

tomorrow am going to start EVERYTHING
can i say that is my real college life?
first time i feel its so close to me
there is some stuff brighten up my way to the future
telling me to hold on and keep moving forward
despite am still have no idea with to which direction that suppose to be
i knew am not a good student
just am trying to be a normal person whom study very hard for the purpose which just for the certificate and look for a stable job to ensure the rest of my life is steady
this is not the life i expected
yet
reality is cruel
we do need the stupid certificate to survive
but almost of the rich man are not owning even HALF of a certificate
certificate is for?
maybe is just a channel for every child to show what is called filial
frankly speaking
i do hate study
extremely hate
yet i was left with no choice
so now,the only thing to do is keep holding on
i wish i wouldn't give up that easy like what the past happened this time
new life started....


*moody face with new spec..=)



* my cute sis done this for me..she was so so so bored


*are they cute? say yes please...they're really darn cute.... YES SIR!! p/s: TQ shih shih


*Friday late night,attended a girl's birthday party unexpectedly...Stable is her name if am not mistaken.( i don't actually know the girl..@@)




*p/s: she is pretty...and the cake is nice too..^^"




an apology for Mr.Keron
sorry for not bringing you out ya
she's busy she's busy and so I'm busy
sure bring you out when I'm free
:)
tired......

crapy post

it was Earth Hour at 8:30pm to 9:30pm today
everyone living in this world were requested to support this event by action
the very simple action which just switch off all the lights or electricity if you're not using them
for the ONLY hour
yet,Malaysians were not supporting it enthusiastically
one of the house was switching off,yet 5 of the others houses was turning on Still
see how Malaysians love their country and so the earth
not even to pay for the earth willingly
feel like asking them,why are you still here on the land which you not love at all?

i did switched off all the electricity
because i love the land the ground i live
i showed it by action
did you?
don't sound louder than action



went for movie just now
Confessions of a Shopaholic
great movie
wish i could met a guy prefect as the leading man
the love he gave towards the girl he loves
so sincere so real so touch
but this kind of man is extincted
movie, it is just a movie

alone doesn't sounds desolate
its a golden opportunity to know the real you
love yourself more than everyone
cherish your life
love means everything

dying @@

fell ill since Monday night

am sorry to say so yet i think its true?

LTT, she's the virus carrier

I've been infected cause of her

sob

went to the 1st day orientation just now

i was SO bored in the Academic Affairs Briefing

the instructor was like giving hypnogenesis

lulling us to sleep

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

pity me,am a invalid person okay..........

( am i? lol...)

OMG

tomorrow morning,8:30am

there is another briefing

Faculty Induction Briefing -.-

am dying...@@

Fun,I'm not breaking my promise on purpose

i just got my time-table

PLUS

how you expect a person whom in spite of illness attend to THE place?

sorry sorry

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today is also my cousin's birthday

actually i didn't know is today

so opportunely my cousin sister asked me to fetch her friend up

while chit-chatting in car

she suddenly told me that today is her brother's birthday

then?

cake time!!!!

* green tea red bean cake...nice!*

* my lovely aunt cut this for me...ha ha*

*my beloved cousin brother,happy 15th birthday..^^ *

still, I'm very sick

again, headache

what to do?

rest more -.-

pissed off

i do hate the way you treated me
don't you try to piss me off again
i wouldn't merely drop my tears in the second time
just don't try to let it happen again
or i will let you regret
i mean it


went mobil and McD just now
didn't wanna get back home simply just because i was so damn moody
took some pictures with the two silly girls



*...do i look any different?...*


* Fun Fun + Tyng + Juin


* the guy is fun fun's friend,forgoten his name..lol



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yes i dyed my hair back to the original colour
oops...
i've made a mistake
is Blue-Black
=)
yet i'm still sad cause i can't have my hair cut
due to the performance than held on 18 april at my secondary school -- Yu Hua
never mind
i can wait..=(


*me and Kah Yee*


i like this
looks a little bit...
don't know the word to describe
simply just like it

Hate

i don't like the way you talk to me
i do know both of you are my parents but so what ?
is it mean i have to extremely deferential to obey with no reason?
you do love to quote out of context on me
you do love to fabricate an accusation on me
these really make me have a grudge against you
annoying!
having couple of parents GOOD like both of you am suppose to feel grateful and thankful
*hate

my tears dropped right in front of them
they saw NOTHING
i shouted i yelled
they heard NOTHING
my heart is now be filled with feel of HATE
hate bitterly
hate to the marrow of my bones!!!
they called me as SOMEBODY in front of my brother
oh well
these are my LOVELY parents

one day you'll know the reason why i don't like to stay at home

speechless okay?


*me and fun fun*


*the driver-->hue :)*


went Sushi King for dinner


*then went Ninety Night (ex-Da Chong) ,accompany kah yee for dinner


*me...


is kinda weird i say so at this EARLY time
but
good night
i really need to take a rest
ciao* =)

tired
headache
speechless
unwell
out of sorts

what else?
so moody
so irritable
insides are shouting loudly
warning me better take a rest
body even protest me by making me a headache
eyelid is darn heavy
the four limbs seem belong to others but not mine
3:30 a.m. now
keep yawning yet unwilling to bed
could someone lend me a hand? kill me please
dying but something is in my mind vexed me


i really don't like TEARS

Tired...@@"

actually i'm not in the blogging mood
yet i've wrongly pressed something just now
okay since can't delete , i've left with another choice that is continue to blog

is kinda tired right now
guess what?
i've dance for the WHOLE DAY today
i went back to my secondary school for my lovely traditional dance
10 a.m. till 3 p.m.
and went for another dance which called RAYGAY
taught by one of the dancer from battleground...don't know what her group's name is
( laugh out loud-ing... )
8 p.m. till 10:25 p.m.
and now i just came back from my grandpa's house
i don't know if i can still stand or not
tomorrow is going back to secondary school again
dance dance dance
9 a.m. to 3 p.m.
if i'm to fall in a faint , sis just send me to the hospital.....

have no idea why i'm so narrow-minded now
just can't stand for one word that i really resist to hear
oh maybe i'm really darn care about peoples and stuffs and matters around me
when is the time i would be able to in acquiring SELFISH?
is not easy to take it easy



my little cute Alien :)
his name is Sampat


i pet him in http://saveanalien.com
go and save the others alien there!!

lies and truth

beautiful life starts with those beautiful lies

isn't it?
a lie could makes you wonderful
a lie could makes you happy
a lie could even cheers you up
yet only last till before you know the truth

people hates lies
yet we do need lies to survive
is lie too pretty perfect
or is truth too darn cruel?
everyone is after for the truth but when the truth comes to him/her
they escape they evade they shirk
everyone is so refraining from lies too but when the lie is emerging the good
they indulge they fall they convinced deeply
such a sarcasm

so
beautiful life do starts with those beautiful lies
=)

well this is my first post
i'm a newbie in blogspot
but i'm quite PRO in blogging
haha
this is my third blog by the way
^^



i like this
looks a little bit finicky
lol....