heartache

heartache

you wouldn't know
you just think that I'm so bad temper

oh ya,your words really hurt me
think before you speak
is it still need a 20 year old girl to to teach you?


if its so at home or not I'm also that useless
OK fine,i will choose to be not appear in your sight
so that you will feel more comfort?




you always speak like people have no feeling
you like to WIN in everything


i escape,because i don't like to face you two





no matter how deep i do love you both
you can just break my heart and feel proud because you've won me





i can just escape
since you ask to leave
why not?

you ask for it
so don't blame me!










i hate people whom doesn't know how to respect

that was the only memento i left
you deleted it without asking me first

its okay i could accept if it was the first time you doing this
but hello
how many times you want me to repeat these shits?!

ASK before you do anything to my stuff!!!!






i knew its useless i put my anger on you
so i shut up
and save the memory in my heart



heartache

i felt hurt....

MAY day -.-

duh....... MAY
a very busy month...

mother's day,father's birthday PLUS many friends' birthday
WOW
why so coincidence all were born on May?? @@

HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway ^^




my DADADA brother suddenly shout at me,his face like something serious is happening

when he comes to me,hands with a magazine
i have no idea whats the next this stupid boy gonna do

and at last,he shows me this..



ha ha~~ its me,don't doubt yourself~


oh ya~
I'd attended a Talks
should be saying ran the show instead of attended
the first show I'd been the emcee in NEC
EXTREMELY nerves!!!! the maximum level I'd never been before!
but phew~~~~ its now over .............. sweat sweat sweat ==''''



the 520 is the self-revealing day,they say

i said I LOVE YOU to my lovely dad
i wish to say I LOVE YOU to the one i love,but not really exists one

heart pic

the best picture that makes me feel so warm and much better ever



though it could also makes me feel something that insulting my thoughts
appreciate it much
thanks ♥



i don't wish to hurt anyone
that's why whenever the pains attack,I've choose to escape
no matter how destructively i am








i felt bad

extremely bad







but thank you Lewis.

Wednesday

its Wednesday

suppose to be a good day ,the BR day

yet when i look in the the small little cage,everything is spoiled

the handsome boy died.

not really a big respond i had

but its true I'm sad

always having this ending

ALWAYS.

lil heartache

perhaps I've already got used to it

i can still stand the pain

but unwilling to let the body lie under the ground

I'll be missing .. much

i don't have the guts to face all these

so no worries,i wouldn't be the problem

no stepping forwards,but no backwards as well =)

Amy says:" single really feels good.freedom love us."

maybe its really nice,freedom

but it brings hurt too,the loneliness would keep on attacking

except of standing here taking no action,

what still i can do?

i give you my heart. =)

shit mood

at the end all the things had mess me up
i just like piece of shit
crying at the corner for no reason



tell me THE END
time for me to get up.