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心痛到呼吸难过

就是这种痛。






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i tell myself
i am pretty fine.

as i am already used to the freak heartache.

cold

sometimes life could just easily hit you down

i keep my smiles , i don't like to show my tears

it just shows how fragile my heart is

and yes

my heart is freaking fucking fragile

so don't try to break it

or else it would cut you

breathless

this night let me feel so darn cold

i miss the hugs

like how she misses you

ache

i am not the good child you asking for

so
u asked me to leave,without any emotion on your face


you never try to understand my life
you even want me to be how the lazy people do
staying at home do NOTHING?

don't even screw me up saying me do not play my role properly
i am a student of course i know
i do study well
at least not wasting your money to retake or resit or whatever shits




i tried so hard to balance all those shity stuff but ends up failed




i tried so hard from preventing my tears to drop off and yet i'd FAILED too


im hurt as well
but who cares?







no one bother me.
you said this to me