Saturday, August 28, 2010

diam!

I THREW THE KEY IN
NOT IN PURPOSE
FRIGHTEN MY DAD
AND THE BOOM DETONATED


now only i realized how valueless am i in this so called HOME
i been labeled as a bad child
my family could read my thoughts
what ever i did its just a shit to them

whatever shits i say its all fucking shits to them too



keep quiet
dun ever ask me to speak

Thursday, August 12, 2010

pissed off

midnight.



the people had really pissed me off
not about what had happen but about the attitude of her
i heard something
which means the FACT from others' mouth is really turning into a fact

you're so successful aren't you?
you've made what you wanted
you've had what you wished
you've even successfully turned the situation into deadlock




you shirk your responsibilities
you evade all the fact
you escape from truth and sink yourself inside the fool paradise of yours


would all these made you feel happy?
or seeing me appeared so embarrassing can recover your ache?





i couldn't find a word to express this kind of NAIVE
you said you understand
yet,sorry
i really DO NOT feel any
you've spoiled my mood
how great you are



what you've did really making all the things no turning back
please do understand how childish you are
and please do understand you much hurt you could bring to others





selfishness and ill-mannered wouldn't make your life better but worse
feel sick of you.













***
life is tiring











your shoulder is warming ♥

Sunday, August 1, 2010

August

1st of August

which means i have to go back to college and start to suffer again by tomorrow
which also means is the time stress and pressure begin to hoard
which means i have to busy for another 3 months again too

nothing is gonna be alright
i know
because everything is changing to even worse



accept the fact
no matter how i wished my dream would really comes true











the unsecured feeling surrounding between
i realize how problem i was
i realize how much guessing inside




i realize no matter how unwilling i am
if things really need to let go
I leave no choice





i am not upset
just being so tired and wish to shelter myself in your hugging














put all my effort in dancing .