fed up

feel bad..


i said i hated to be tied down
you ignored

i warned you do not deaf to my voice
you ignored

i told you i was so damn tired being a puppet
you ignored


chances were given yet you let them flied so easily
and now you beg me not to leave



i could be stayed if you listen to me
but you didn't and just do what you wanted
feeling of mine all you just closed turn a blind eye to it
I'd dropped how much of tears and now you say you didn't realize at that moment


stop we blaming each other
tiring of all these shits
enough


STOP.










i was worrying bout you
but who the hell am I?
so i quiet down,let the pains attack


had enough
enough is enough
FED UP!!!

bad mood

things came to me together so suddenly
and its so complicated

i wish i could escape from here
no matter just for a second or forever
the only thing i wanted is HAPPY

whatever shits
i want my smile last longer than a second
i want the tiredness keeps away from me


yet always
the NEW comes,means the OLD goes
and it would never the happy ending occurs


i can do nothing.



everything is on my shoulder
slowly I'll be under the everything





it could be the truth, it might be only a joke
depends on you,how you read it



don't ask : is it true?
your smile is everything.
=)

the way my handsome boy look at me. say CUTE please =]