无言

带刺长骨的字眼
明知不舒服 为何还要说
莫名其妙
也许我错 但并非有意
要不是你一字一句这么呛地冲过来
要不是我莫名其妙地被说没肚量
莫名其妙 莫名其妙
我怎么知道原来你这么在意？！
讨厌被冠上罪名
不爽可以跟我讲
我真的不知道我表达能力这么差
我真的....只是开玩笑
好吧
我小气。

...

i have no idea what is going on
maybe the way i talk is too severe
maybe the way i write is too merciless
but actually i'm just kidding
sorry for making you so uncomfortable
i know my joke is not funny at all
but now i'm telling you i'm kidding
so, i'm sorry
chill my dear...

colourless

been lonely since that day......
** silent **

*Sushi King Member day.... @ metro point Kajang , 5:10pm


14th April

*total-up there were 18 plates of sushi we've ate....( TPT & ME )
* Rm 41.40


13th April

*Sushi King member day...@ Equine Park , 8:30pm
*total-up there were 20 plates of sushi we've ate...( LKY,TPT & ME )
*RM 46


there is stuff i wish i could spread it out but it seems like very difficult to me
once again i've been left...

*colorless world of mine..

THE END.

random

sleepy at this moment
but don't know why so unwilling to go to bed
I'm so moody
due to SOME reason
its a very reasonable WHY, no worries

might going to Singapore by this week
can or can't
is still a unknown
being vexed.....

*hangboy's artworks.... DORAEMON..OMG


*my previous hair...damn miss it


no matter how unwilling i am to go to bed
i still have to
its 1:35 am right now
i really need to take a rest
my body was like leaving me

T*i*R*e*D

being asked what's the level of happiness about this week
in the class of EQ and LIFE
is a nice class i would like to say
definitely different from what we've learn
no matter in primary/secondary school or college you were studying
this class would make you to know yourself better
and back to the topic
i gave the answer with the number of 4 out of 10
why?
actually
I'm not sad nor happy
but felt really tired due to the reason which i also don't know why
maybe put too much effort on practicing?
and to be honest I'm stressed about it
i scared i would ruin the whole dance which we've practice for more than thousand times
suddenly just lack of confident in dancing
like am just a Noobie
keep on practicing
keep on memorizing the steps
i don't know if one day i would just went off into a faint
am i that weak?
who cares...

lecturer gave us a homework
guess what it is?
self-shooting
................................

i think is because he wanted to know how confident we are toward ourselves
i don't know you'll say is a lame homework or not
but really is a NEW homework i ever had
and this,i sent to my lecturer
hope is not too......xxx
ha~!

*my world is full with only black and white.....


* i like this dead doll with no reason....


*my lovely hangboy did this...OMG i don't know should laugh out loud or cry....
p/s: thanks anyway.... =)


eyelid are super heavy
time to bed....
z z z z z z z

annoying

have no idea why the so-called SENIOR is so that annoying
is it senior ride roughshod over junior is correct as it ought to be?
WTF
you are just so annoying
don't you ever try to tell me what is respect if you're doing display of your strength
don't pissed me off or i will let you know how i show my respect
if you're really that good you'll not doing foundation with me now
so please,excuse all your show-off
we are all same treated as student
can i know why you must be excepted ?
just because you're old student?
FUCK OFF
first come first serve
don't you ever heard?
be fair okay?
if don't wanna compete with us than you should do well with your previous exam and could be promoted to the upper grade
but not fail it and now come to trouble us
don't you think that you've got too many excuses?
old doesn't mean you're right in any way okay?
old woman =="

*my cute hamster...see the way they sit...so CUTE



*my sis bought these today...so lame...yet is cute too....( laugh out loud..)


nothing much to blog
simply just wanna update my blog
:)

Start....

tomorrow am going to start EVERYTHING
can i say that is my real college life?
first time i feel its so close to me
there is some stuff brighten up my way to the future
telling me to hold on and keep moving forward
despite am still have no idea with to which direction that suppose to be
i knew am not a good student
just am trying to be a normal person whom study very hard for the purpose which just for the certificate and look for a stable job to ensure the rest of my life is steady
this is not the life i expected
yet
reality is cruel
we do need the stupid certificate to survive
but almost of the rich man are not owning even HALF of a certificate
certificate is for?
maybe is just a channel for every child to show what is called filial
frankly speaking
i do hate study
extremely hate
yet i was left with no choice
so now,the only thing to do is keep holding on
i wish i wouldn't give up that easy like what the past happened this time
new life started....


*moody face with new spec..=)



* my cute sis done this for me..she was so so so bored


*are they cute? say yes please...they're really darn cute.... YES SIR!! p/s: TQ shih shih


*Friday late night,attended a girl's birthday party unexpectedly...Stable is her name if am not mistaken.( i don't actually know the girl..@@)




*p/s: she is pretty...and the cake is nice too..^^"




an apology for Mr.Keron
sorry for not bringing you out ya
she's busy she's busy and so I'm busy
sure bring you out when I'm free
:)
tired......

crapy post

it was Earth Hour at 8:30pm to 9:30pm today
everyone living in this world were requested to support this event by action
the very simple action which just switch off all the lights or electricity if you're not using them
for the ONLY hour
yet,Malaysians were not supporting it enthusiastically
one of the house was switching off,yet 5 of the others houses was turning on Still
see how Malaysians love their country and so the earth
not even to pay for the earth willingly
feel like asking them,why are you still here on the land which you not love at all?

i did switched off all the electricity
because i love the land the ground i live
i showed it by action
did you?
don't sound louder than action



went for movie just now
Confessions of a Shopaholic
great movie
wish i could met a guy prefect as the leading man
the love he gave towards the girl he loves
so sincere so real so touch
but this kind of man is extincted
movie, it is just a movie

alone doesn't sounds desolate
its a golden opportunity to know the real you
love yourself more than everyone
cherish your life
love means everything

dying @@

fell ill since Monday night

am sorry to say so yet i think its true?

LTT, she's the virus carrier

I've been infected cause of her

sob

went to the 1st day orientation just now

i was SO bored in the Academic Affairs Briefing

the instructor was like giving hypnogenesis

lulling us to sleep

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

pity me,am a invalid person okay..........

( am i? lol...)

OMG

tomorrow morning,8:30am

there is another briefing

Faculty Induction Briefing -.-

am dying...@@

Fun,I'm not breaking my promise on purpose

i just got my time-table

PLUS

how you expect a person whom in spite of illness attend to THE place?

sorry sorry

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today is also my cousin's birthday

actually i didn't know is today

so opportunely my cousin sister asked me to fetch her friend up

while chit-chatting in car

she suddenly told me that today is her brother's birthday

then?

cake time!!!!

* green tea red bean cake...nice!*

* my lovely aunt cut this for me...ha ha*

*my beloved cousin brother,happy 15th birthday..^^ *

still, I'm very sick

again, headache

what to do?

rest more -.-

pissed off

i do hate the way you treated me
don't you try to piss me off again
i wouldn't merely drop my tears in the second time
just don't try to let it happen again
or i will let you regret
i mean it


went mobil and McD just now
didn't wanna get back home simply just because i was so damn moody
took some pictures with the two silly girls



*...do i look any different?...*


* Fun Fun + Tyng + Juin


* the guy is fun fun's friend,forgoten his name..lol



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yes i dyed my hair back to the original colour
oops...
i've made a mistake
is Blue-Black
=)
yet i'm still sad cause i can't have my hair cut
due to the performance than held on 18 april at my secondary school -- Yu Hua
never mind
i can wait..=(


*me and Kah Yee*


i like this
looks a little bit...
don't know the word to describe
simply just like it

Hate

i don't like the way you talk to me
i do know both of you are my parents but so what ?
is it mean i have to extremely deferential to obey with no reason?
you do love to quote out of context on me
you do love to fabricate an accusation on me
these really make me have a grudge against you
annoying!
having couple of parents GOOD like both of you am suppose to feel grateful and thankful
*hate

my tears dropped right in front of them
they saw NOTHING
i shouted i yelled
they heard NOTHING
my heart is now be filled with feel of HATE
hate bitterly
hate to the marrow of my bones!!!
they called me as SOMEBODY in front of my brother
oh well
these are my LOVELY parents

one day you'll know the reason why i don't like to stay at home

speechless okay?


*me and fun fun*


*the driver-->hue :)*


went Sushi King for dinner


*then went Ninety Night (ex-Da Chong) ,accompany kah yee for dinner


*me...


is kinda weird i say so at this EARLY time
but
good night
i really need to take a rest
ciao* =)

tired
headache
speechless
unwell
out of sorts

what else?
so moody
so irritable
insides are shouting loudly
warning me better take a rest
body even protest me by making me a headache
eyelid is darn heavy
the four limbs seem belong to others but not mine
3:30 a.m. now
keep yawning yet unwilling to bed
could someone lend me a hand? kill me please
dying but something is in my mind vexed me


i really don't like TEARS